the last post was 48 years ago!

hehe just exaggerating...

anyway

for just a matter of 8 months, millions of events have occurred in my life...

well, most especially of my stupid love life...

tsk

the latter post hasn't been updated...

we BROKE UP...

but i don't mourn so much about it,

a minute of tears is already enough for me...

the former post about the girl in the church...

uhm a romantic story happened but ended disgustingly...

eheh

well, i was able to have a chance to court the girl...

oh no, this will be a long narration...

(the first events happened through text)

she was the first one to, somehow, "confess" to me that if

she was given the chance, she would LOVE me...

i asked why... she told me that if she would tell me her reason,

nothing will happen, "hanggang tinginan lang naman tayo eh..."

i then told her that if she would ask me the same, i too will say what she said...

she laughed and later called me her "langga"

to make this very long happening shorter...

we were able to went out,

i made her a specialized poem... which i planned to make a blog of poems...

she accepted it then she dumped me ....

WAAT???? haha

i thought i was nearing my aim...

to have 3? girlfriends ahaha ^_^

oh yeah, though she dumped me,

i still continued my "flirting" with her hehe

she reacts nicely as if she is VERY INTERESTED with me

but i'm cautious now, hehe

i keep myself checked, i wont be hurt twice with the same girl...

now, she gave me the STRONGEST reason why i should stop loving her..

her ex-boyfriend has been checking up on her and they're hanging out...

she posts her pictures on her facebook and on friendster...

i've also seen some of they're comment-chat on both sites..

though i am not jealous that they're hanging out, i don't own her anyway...

i still cant stand her LIES...

earlier in our chitchats,

she told me that she will do her studies first,

damn, is this the best line that girls choose so that guys wont get hurt?

damn what a lie...

ahaha

there are still other stories to tell but i need to cook rice now,

so til next time.. hehe

dodge

we came late because.... haha

haha...
saturday, march 21, 2009
late celebration of charisse m.'s burtday...
i was there, my friends were there, my bestfriend was their, and saris of course haha
saris celebrated her burtday in Sta. Lucia Royale Cebu (village luyo ra sa amoa) sa pool didto
i planned this day to be the day that i'll court my bestfriend...
so, i kept on staying with her...
waiting for a chance to do my thing...

all of a sudden, a change in the story occured...
saris, freya, razzie, ug uban pa cant plunge theirselves in the pool kay kinahanglan mag sando or any swimwear...
so, kay duol ra man amo balay, they decided to borrow from my mother, i volunteered man sad,
i volunteered nga ako nalng mo uli kay para mag enjoy sad sila,,
then i asked my bestfriend to come with me...
she did come with me...
well, they teased us but i did not negotiate with it..

when we arrived home,
i was stunned to know my parents were out, only our helper is home,, and she's upstairs..
my bestfriend turned on the laptop and browsed the net,,,
i started to search for sandoes and shorts upstairs...
nya, nangawagtang man kaha ang mga inutaw,,
nangutana ko sa among helper she answere nga wa sya kahibaw pud,,
i just said nga ako lng tan awn sa silong,,,
pero actually, wa jud ko nangita sa silong...
i went straight to my bestfriend and hugged her,,,
we both felt MY HEARTBEAT.. we began to laugh,,,
i asked if she can be mine....

and the previous blog is the answer....

(continue reading)

she said: i'm already yours...

world!
hear me!
it's my first time to clearly express my feelings for the girl i so much love...
and first time to have a girlfriend!
oh yes, definitely...
i want to shout for joy now...
and laugh and cry and sing HIS praises..

she gave her heart to me and i promised her,,
i wont give it up for any challenge...
she's my bestfriend... we know each other so well,,
i seem to be seeing the future that i will be meeting you in the church central isle

so in love with my bestfriend,
dodge

i fell in love with my bestfriend!

yeah! i'm so much into her!

my bestfriend whom i shared almost all my secrets suddenly became the one the my heart is beating for right now!

i so much love her!

the feeling i have for her is different

so different because this time,,

i know she can be mine...

omg... haha ^_^

she made me do these things for the first time:

1. say i love you personally

2. hug a girl so tight with my heart beating so fast

3. chat with all afternoon though i'm not into chatting

4. i want to court her.. she'll be my first girl weeee...

that's all,...

nalanag sa gugma,

dodge

OMG

nganu sad kaha nga sa kadaghan na niyag na uyab ug sa kadaghan na nga gi share sa akong bestrfriend nga iyang ganahan ni end up man hinuon nga ganahan na hinuon xa nako...

unsaonz,

dodge

maybe it's her!

i saw her in the church during our First Friday Vigil...
i didn't expect a pretty gal to be there...
i noticed her when she was just sitting in the corner with her phone...
i looked at her for a matter of seconds...
she suddenly looked up and looked straight to my eyes...
it seemed to be a piercing arrow of cupid...
she smiled and because of this torpeness in me...
i looked down and sit down...
she was a choir member while i was the one operating the projector for the mass songs and readings...
time to time i started to look at her... and the same thing happened...
oh yeah... she was in pink jacket and she looks cool and cute with it...
the vigil was 8:00 pm to 4:00 am..
it was my first time to attend this vigil...
now, i have a second reason why i must attend the monthly vigil...
though it's tiring, her beauty is soothing...

wohoy!

naghun-huna ghapon niya,
-dodge