the last post was 48 years ago!

hehe just exaggerating...

anyway

for just a matter of 8 months, millions of events have occurred in my life...

well, most especially of my stupid love life...

tsk

the latter post hasn't been updated...

we BROKE UP...

but i don't mourn so much about it,

a minute of tears is already enough for me...

the former post about the girl in the church...

uhm a romantic story happened but ended disgustingly...

eheh

well, i was able to have a chance to court the girl...

oh no, this will be a long narration...

(the first events happened through text)

she was the first one to, somehow, "confess" to me that if

she was given the chance, she would LOVE me...

i asked why... she told me that if she would tell me her reason,

nothing will happen, "hanggang tinginan lang naman tayo eh..."

i then told her that if she would ask me the same, i too will say what she said...

she laughed and later called me her "langga"

to make this very long happening shorter...

we were able to went out,

i made her a specialized poem... which i planned to make a blog of poems...

she accepted it then she dumped me ....

WAAT???? haha

i thought i was nearing my aim...

to have 3? girlfriends ahaha ^_^

oh yeah, though she dumped me,

i still continued my "flirting" with her hehe

she reacts nicely as if she is VERY INTERESTED with me

but i'm cautious now, hehe

i keep myself checked, i wont be hurt twice with the same girl...

now, she gave me the STRONGEST reason why i should stop loving her..

her ex-boyfriend has been checking up on her and they're hanging out...

she posts her pictures on her facebook and on friendster...

i've also seen some of they're comment-chat on both sites..

though i am not jealous that they're hanging out, i don't own her anyway...

i still cant stand her LIES...

earlier in our chitchats,

she told me that she will do her studies first,

damn, is this the best line that girls choose so that guys wont get hurt?

damn what a lie...

ahaha

there are still other stories to tell but i need to cook rice now,

so til next time.. hehe

dodge

we came late because.... haha

haha...
saturday, march 21, 2009
late celebration of charisse m.'s burtday...
i was there, my friends were there, my bestfriend was their, and saris of course haha
saris celebrated her burtday in Sta. Lucia Royale Cebu (village luyo ra sa amoa) sa pool didto
i planned this day to be the day that i'll court my bestfriend...
so, i kept on staying with her...
waiting for a chance to do my thing...

all of a sudden, a change in the story occured...
saris, freya, razzie, ug uban pa cant plunge theirselves in the pool kay kinahanglan mag sando or any swimwear...
so, kay duol ra man amo balay, they decided to borrow from my mother, i volunteered man sad,
i volunteered nga ako nalng mo uli kay para mag enjoy sad sila,,
then i asked my bestfriend to come with me...
she did come with me...
well, they teased us but i did not negotiate with it..

when we arrived home,
i was stunned to know my parents were out, only our helper is home,, and she's upstairs..
my bestfriend turned on the laptop and browsed the net,,,
i started to search for sandoes and shorts upstairs...
nya, nangawagtang man kaha ang mga inutaw,,
nangutana ko sa among helper she answere nga wa sya kahibaw pud,,
i just said nga ako lng tan awn sa silong,,,
pero actually, wa jud ko nangita sa silong...
i went straight to my bestfriend and hugged her,,,
we both felt MY HEARTBEAT.. we began to laugh,,,
i asked if she can be mine....

and the previous blog is the answer....

(continue reading)

she said: i'm already yours...

world!
hear me!
it's my first time to clearly express my feelings for the girl i so much love...
and first time to have a girlfriend!
oh yes, definitely...
i want to shout for joy now...
and laugh and cry and sing HIS praises..

she gave her heart to me and i promised her,,
i wont give it up for any challenge...
she's my bestfriend... we know each other so well,,
i seem to be seeing the future that i will be meeting you in the church central isle

so in love with my bestfriend,
dodge

i fell in love with my bestfriend!

yeah! i'm so much into her!

my bestfriend whom i shared almost all my secrets suddenly became the one the my heart is beating for right now!

i so much love her!

the feeling i have for her is different

so different because this time,,

i know she can be mine...

omg... haha ^_^

she made me do these things for the first time:

1. say i love you personally

2. hug a girl so tight with my heart beating so fast

3. chat with all afternoon though i'm not into chatting

4. i want to court her.. she'll be my first girl weeee...

that's all,...

nalanag sa gugma,

dodge

OMG

nganu sad kaha nga sa kadaghan na niyag na uyab ug sa kadaghan na nga gi share sa akong bestrfriend nga iyang ganahan ni end up man hinuon nga ganahan na hinuon xa nako...

unsaonz,

dodge

maybe it's her!

i saw her in the church during our First Friday Vigil...
i didn't expect a pretty gal to be there...
i noticed her when she was just sitting in the corner with her phone...
i looked at her for a matter of seconds...
she suddenly looked up and looked straight to my eyes...
it seemed to be a piercing arrow of cupid...
she smiled and because of this torpeness in me...
i looked down and sit down...
she was a choir member while i was the one operating the projector for the mass songs and readings...
time to time i started to look at her... and the same thing happened...
oh yeah... she was in pink jacket and she looks cool and cute with it...
the vigil was 8:00 pm to 4:00 am..
it was my first time to attend this vigil...
now, i have a second reason why i must attend the monthly vigil...
though it's tiring, her beauty is soothing...

wohoy!

naghun-huna ghapon niya,
-dodge

that was a stupid quarell...

wew...
i had a one week cold war with a very close friend...
Ra and i always go home together this made us very close with each other...

some time before the second quarter ended...
she suddenly told me "ayaw na pagkig kuyog nako oi, pagkat.on sad ug uli ug ikaw ra..."
i told her in a joking manner "ngeee.. ako diay magkig dungan nimo???"
she kept on tellnig me those words for almost a week...
i already got pissed off with her but... she's my friend... i think she's just concerned with me... or what

october 20 was the deadline supposed to be for the submission of application forms for usc-tc
but it was extended till october 21 since most of the students don't have their 2x2 pics...

i went down with some friends to have our picture taken...
we just went to a nearby photo center...
we had our picture taken then we can claim it after 15 mins...
my friends asked me to claim their pics because they'll be going home nah...
i said yes and i ran back to school to get my bag and go home with Ra and Fr waiting for me upstairs...

when i got there.. it was almst 5 pm
i saw Ra, Fr with Hartel... they said we'll go nah coz it's almost 5...
i immediately agreed because i'll still go and get the pics...

we packed up and went down...
when we were nearing the gates they stopped and continued chatting...
i told them i'll go ahead na lng coz i'll still get the pics and i'll just ride "ibabao-lacion.."

Ra said, "ayaw lang magdungan tah... "
Hartel also insisted that we'll go home together...
i told Ra, "abi ko dili na ka ganahan magkuyog tah..."
Ra immediately took back everything she said, "oi! wa jud ko na ingon ana! kuyog ta ha!"
"ah! dali a naka bali ug storya oh!..."
Hartel said, "kuyog nlng gud tah pao..."

i cooled down... and said yes to her invitation...
she said we'll just meet at Julie's bakeshop... then i hurriedly went to the photo center...
it was just for a very short while because the pics were all done when i got there...

i immediately ran to our rendezvouz...
when i got there... tsk3.... they weren't there yet... and i really hate waiting...
i went back to school... when i reached the school.. they were stll there...
talking chatting blah blah...
out of my anger i shouted even though i was outside the gate... "pagklaro mo diha oi!!!"

i walked towards the church place... and was about to ride a "compre-lacion" jitney...
Hartel hurriedly shouted...
i waited for her and she kept on saying sorry and i told her i'm not angry with her...
Fr asked where i will be heading.. i told them, "going home"
Ra asked where... i didn't answer her coz i might say something wrong...

that night i talked with one of my closest girl friend...
i told her everything that happened and came up with a solution...
i was planning to "tagad" her on wednesday.. not on tuesday just to cool down everything...

october 21 afternoon... i went home immediately without even telling them that i'll be going ahead of them...
in a phone call, my friend told me nga gitabangan daw xa nila ni Fr and Ra with N...
she said that Ra was crying, Fr was was murmuring and N was just standing...

Fr and N stood their ground saying that it's my fault...
Fr instantly condemned me saying.. "ayaw pagsorry niya! iya man nang sala!"
that very moment, i decided that since they've judged me even without asking me what was the cause...

the room was very quite for half a week...
our barkada circle was divded into 3... MC ate alone... clueless of what's happening, Ze and I ate together with Hartel, N and Ra ate together, Fr with Harvey...
that was the setting of the classroom till monday...

Cl tried to reconcile both of us, but i guess it didn't work...
told her that if i'll be asking for Ra's forgiveness, it will just seem that i'm accepting their judgement...
i told Cl that if it wasn't for Fr's immediate reaction, we could have already cooled down...

the next day, unexpectedly, while i was slouching Fr approached and said that we need to talk...
she said sorry for reacting that way... "nahangin ra mn gud ko... sorry ha..."
i said nothing and smiled... and went back to sleep...

i planned to reconcile with Ra as soon as possible...
the next day Oct 28, Ra sent me a chocolate with a letter... letter of apology...

then on oct. 29, mdm Flo tld me that Ra and I need to reconcile...
then that's it... i approached her and told her what is needed to be told...


nanghayhay sa kakapoi,
dodge