Monday, March 24, 2008

sleepless *dawn*

it was around 1 o'clock this dawn...
i started to wake up because of my weird dreams...
i think i was haunted by my heart since i said that I'll court her yesterday...
but i failed to because my being "torpe" dominated once again...
T.T
i woke up then slept again...
around 2 o'clock, i woke up again...
i slept then dreamt another weird dream...
around 3 o'clock i woke up...
i didn't sleep till 4 o'clock..
i just kept writing her name in one notebook...
until i finally yawned then i went to sleep...

then i dreamt the weirdest dream of the all the dreams i dreamt in that dawn...
i saw her all alone standing near a cliff,
i wanna go near her but i can't move...
then i saw people coming from different directions approaching her...
then they carried her away...
i did nothing then i woke up...
i went back to sleep...
i dreamt again...

this time the setting was in IPI...
i saw her with Clare Galon...
then i was standing near them in the poolside...
Clare then left the two of us alone then the next thing i noticed was...
she was sitting next to me... i trembled in my dream (ngek)
i tried to talk but my mouth won't open...
then she left without a word...
she left behind a folder...
she wrote their:
"please keep all my confessions ..."
the letter was long but i can only recall that part...

i really am depressed why i didn't make a move...
such a an _____ T.T
Na alimongawan sa silingan,
Dodge

2 comments:

Mamaw B. said...

Dodge!

you're really torpe...
*hmph*

but then "Fear is the only thing that robs the mind of its functions for reasoning and intellect"

don't worry, you still have time. :)

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